A final word (at least for now), I’ve made the majority of my posts private but didn’t delete them. I don’t think I’ll come back to them, but they’re here if I choose to. A couple of people asked if my goodbye was swinger related, and I thought I should try to clarify that the best I can while respecting my family’s privacy.
To the best of my knowledge swinging has not played any real role in my current situation – truly. I’ve made mistakes, past and present, and I’m feeling the effects now – as an individual and as a spouse. My opinions have changed about swinging, not that it’s bad, but the appropriate way to go about it. I only feel this way as a reflection of my past in general. I know this probably raises more questions than answers them. I’m sorry for that. I think open relationships, swinging, and monogamy are best decided amongst the people considering them, and only they can know what’s right for them.
I can say I’ve grown, and learned so much about myself through this blog and swinging.