A final word (at least for now), I’ve made the majority of my posts private but didn’t delete them. I don’t think I’ll come back to them, but they’re here if I choose to. A couple of people asked if my goodbye was swinger related, and I thought I should try to clarify that the best I can while respecting my family’s privacy.
To the best of my knowledge swinging has not played any real role in my current situation – truly. I’ve made mistakes, past and present, and I’m feeling the effects now – as an individual and as a spouse. My opinions have changed about swinging, not that it’s bad, but the appropriate way to go about it. I only feel this way as a reflection of my past in general. I know this probably raises more questions than answers them. I’m sorry for that. I think open relationships, swinging, and monogamy are best decided amongst the people considering them, and only they can know what’s right for them.
I can say I’ve grown, and learned so much about myself through this blog and swinging.
Best Regards,
Betty
bettyhomebanger 
I wish you peace, with yourself, in your marriage, and with your decisions.
Good luck on this leg of your journey! Hugs!
Well I don’t know what happened but I do know we backed away from the lifestyle. Ms. Loving decided she couldnt handle it anymore. Mostly when it came to me and other women. We are past it now but it was a struggle. You have my email if you need it.
You will be missed. Best of luck to you dear
I’m going to miss reading your posts, and dang it, I just started! Best wishes to you
When I shut down my blog I exported the entire thing and tucked it away somewhere safe, you might want to do the same, to avoid the possible regret from deleting it.
Wishing you and Cash well, I’ll be thinking of you 🙂
Well yes, this was a confusing response, but either way, I understand the need for privacy and to reflect on your life. Always here if you want to email.
Hope all is or will be okay!
Be well and at piece…
Good luck in your future journey.
xoxox
I Certainly Understand your Response! It’s Vital to have a relationship that there are no Issues with Trust, Communication or more so Misunderstandings of having an “open arrangement”. Be Well My Friend. BTW I did not click the like button, there is nothing to like about this saddening event.
Anastasia
I wish you the best. Taking time for yourself sounds like the right thing to do.
Best wishes to you. Sadly I hadn’t found your blog till recently but I know you have been by mine on occasion.
Sometimes we all reach a point where we need to step back an reevaluate where we are and where we are going.